Black Man In A White House

1/27/19

A few nights ago I dreamt that I was married to an elderly black man (70i+sh). I knew I had never consummated the relationship. Although, I was still married to Darrell. ???? We (?) lived in his house. It was completely furnished with lots of things to decorate it, but it was almost completely white. It was so full that there was really no room for our things, and when we put our things down it was cluttered, but I think I had lived there a while. I opened my bedroom (the black man slept in another room) closet door, and it was filled with the black man's clothes - filled to the brim! I remember different shades of purple ties from lavender to deep purple. I remember thinking how kind he was. It was like I had been there a long time, but I had never done his laundry. He commented something like that each person should do his own laundry. I'm not sure if that was when, but at some point I went over to him and kissed his forehead. I knew this was the most intimate moment we had had.

I am so disturbed by this dream because black people have always signified demons or people who were covered in their sin. What in the world could this dream mean. Everything was white which signifies purity.  ????