5-21-15
I dreamt that I attended a Bible conference alone. There was row of seats that were arranged on the sides of the room, but facing inward toward the center. The majority of the seats were placed in rows and side by side in the center of the room facing the front of the room. The front wall was filled with large glass windows. I took a seat in the middle of the row on the side wall that faced toward the other seats. As the women were finding their seats, and we waited for the conference to begin, a great wind came from the back of the room and swept one woman who was very near in proximity to me and seated in the center chairs out of her seat and over the heads of all the other people. It thrust her through one of the front windows. I jumped out of my seat to help along with many others. It was very chaotic. I returned to my seat to find it had been taken and my Bible which I left in my seat was gone. The woman seated next to me said that she didn't think I was coming back and took my Bible and put it "somewhere." I was really upset and demanded that she find it. She looked but couldn't find it. When she came back empty handed I became even more upset. Profusely crying, I kept asking her why she would do something like this, and again, demanded that she find it. She pulled two $100 bills out of her wallet and and handed them to me to cover the cost of a new Bible, but I threw it back at her, and told her that she had to find mine as it had all of my notes in it. It could not be replaced. I insisted that she look again, and this time I went with her. I was extremely upset my Bible was missing. I woke up.
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I went alone. I don't think I've ever attended a conference alone. The arrangement of the seats was curious. Why did I sit on the wall not facing the front but towards the center facing the majority of the attendees? It was as if they were placed for us to watch others, not the speaker. Wind is the same as spirit. Was it the Holy Spirit that lifted from her seat and thrust her through the closed window? Large glass windows are present once again. This time they were closed, but broken by the woman's body. ??? Why the violence? Will the glass separating the physical and spiritual realms be broken by violence? Why was my seat taken, and why did the other woman seem to just toss out my Bible and treat it with such little care? Could that speak to the insignificance and carelessness with which "my" words about our family's faith are received? Two one hundred dollar bills…? 100- 10x10 Perfection of Divine Order. Two Witnesses - Eliyahu and Moshe; Two Houses of Israel (Ephraim and Judah); Tenakh and the Brit Chadashah, Heavens and Earth …??? Lots of questions here….
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