A toddler's voice came from behind me and said, "I Gotta Go …."

June 21, 2015

Last night my daughter M. dreamt that she was out at dinner when she heard a little voice behind her say, "I gotta go potty." (In real life she works part-time  in a nursery.) She turned around to see a two year old wanting her to take him to the bathroom. Standing beside her was a young woman who is slightly older than she is. M. said, "Ok, let's go." She took the young boy's hand and led him to the bathroom. The young woman accompanied them. M. positioned him backwards on the toilet to avoid a mess. However, the next thing she knew, pee was hitting her in the face. UHHHH!! She was horrified and disgusted. She cleaned up as best as she could, but it got on her clothing and didn't have a change of clothes with her. She knew the smell of urine lingered, but there was nothing she could do about it. She felt embarrassed and humiliated.


Understanding thus far….
Dining out can symbolize internalizing ideas or taking in spiritual food that is different, new, or unfamiliar. The two year old child represents immature believers who have come to M for help as they recognize their own need for cleansing. They don't' know how to do this for themselves because the church has not taught or prepared them properly. The bathroom is a place of cleansing; it is a place to remove waste. The normal process to which she is accustomed for this process is not sufficient. The child still manages to put his waste in her face and soil her clothing. The young woman is likely a picture of a person with a judgmental spirit. You can't seem to shake these people.

We would do well to take extra caution as to avoid carrying the stench of their filth on ourselves. Examples of their waste could be fear, unforgiveness, anger, bitterness, fighting, gossip, etc.

THE BABY IS BORN!

June 20, 2015 (Shabbat)

Last night my daughter (M) dreamt that she and a particular young man got married and were expecting a baby. The young man was away when it was time for the birth. M was in a hotel in Florida, and the doctor was present. The baby came so quickly that there was no time to get to the hospital. She gave birth in the hotel bathroom with the assistance of the doctor. The baby was so small, and everyone was surprised at how tiny it was. The baby was named Matthew something??.  M's Aunt Debbie. was present. She was very excited for the birth and threw a huge party. However, Debbie. took the baby away from M. and wanted to take over care of the him. She was completely dismissive of M's role as his mother. Suddenly, everyone knew a monster was coming and seeking to kill a particular person, Debra. Next, M. was scuba diving in deep water looking for a way to help Debra. The dream ended.


My thoughts on her dream are as follows:
The young man's name whom M. married means "lord, or conqueror."  M represents the bride of Messiah who births a group of people much smaller than expected. Her husband is away. It is before Messiah's return. She was in a hotel which is a temporary dwelling. This place is not our home.  The doctor is a picture of Ruach haKodesh. He is there to help her give birth. The baby came very quickly. The birth will be sudden. The bathroom is a place of cleansing. The name Matthew means "gift of YHVH." Debra in Hebrew means "word." She may represent Christianity. I believe the small group birthed is a mixture of new believers and believers who will come out of Christianity to the whole Truth. She is eager to take possession of the baby and claim it for herself. The church wants to take back possession of these believers. The monster represents the dragon who was enraged with the woman and went to make war with the rest of her offspring who keep the commandments of God and have the testimony of Yeshua Messiah. (cf Rev 12) Scuba diving is a picture of searching the Word of YHVH.

BEHOLD HE COMES!

One or two years ago I dreamt that I had a conversation with a former client, Sharon Fox. We were sitting in the living room of the house in which I grew up. I don't recall the specifics of our conversation, but while we were talking, many people came into the house. They were loud and only interested in partying. I had no idea who these people were, and confronted them asking why they were there. They said that my sister Sandra had invited them. I repeatedly told them to leave; they were not welcome, but they could never hear me over their own noise.

In the next few days I saw Sharon in the grocery store which was odd as I had never run into her before. A few days later, she called my home by mistake. I recognized her voice right away, but I didn't identify myself. Normally, I would have, and chatted a bit, but I was so taken aback that I only politely told her it was a wrong number. Finally, in a few more days I had a second dream with her in it. I felt the details of the dream were inconsequential, and the primary focus was her name.

Normally, in dreams I believe individuals may represent groups of people, their authority over you, or there is significance in their names. This time I knew it was her name that was significant. I looked up Sharon and Fox separately in Scripture, but I could not make a connection. Some time passed, perhaps three months or so, and I was particularly upset after hearing a friend, whose opinion I highly respect, was convinced that Yeshua would not be returning until 2033. I went to bed broken-hearted at the thought of waiting so long for His return. The next morning I was still pretty upset, but began my day as I always do with quiet time in His Word and prayer. Today I opened to the book of Ecclesiastes.  Normally I would have stopped there, but decided to read on into the book of Song of Solomon. I came to chapter 2:1 and read, "I am the rose of Sharon, and the lily of the valleys. I was instantly reminded of my dream, but still I didn't have understanding. I continued through to verse 15 and read "Catch us the foxes…" FOXES! I never thought to search any variation of Fox. Here we have Sharon Fox(es) within the same chapter. I thought to look at the heart of the matter (the center of the text) which took me to verse 8. "The voice of my beloved! Behold he comes!"  Oh how perfect! I know that the dreams and coincidental encounters with my former client happened before this so that I would be comforted at just the right time. No, it does not tell when He is coming, but perhaps it won't be so long. I am hopeful and encouraged!

Woman Picked Up By a Great Wind & Discarded Bible

5-21-15

I dreamt that I attended a Bible conference alone. There was row of seats that were arranged on the sides of the room, but facing inward toward the center. The majority of the seats were placed in rows and side by side in the center of the room facing the front of the room. The front wall was filled with large glass windows. I took a seat in the middle of the row on the side wall that faced toward the other seats. As the women were finding their seats, and we waited for the conference to begin, a great wind came from the back of the room and swept one woman who was very near in proximity to me and seated in the center chairs out of her seat and over the heads of all the other people. It thrust her through one of the front windows. I jumped out of my seat to help along with many others. It was very chaotic. I returned to my seat to find it had been taken and my Bible which I left in my seat was gone. The woman seated next to me said that she didn't think I was coming back and took my Bible and put it "somewhere." I was really upset and demanded that she find it. She looked but couldn't find it. When she came back empty handed I became even more upset. Profusely crying, I kept asking her why she would do something like this, and again, demanded that she find it. She pulled two $100 bills out of her wallet and and handed them to me to cover the cost of a new Bible, but I threw it back at her, and told her that she had to find mine as it had all of my notes in it. It could not be replaced. I insisted that she look again, and this time I went with her. I was extremely upset my Bible was missing. I woke up.

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I went alone. I don't think I've ever attended a conference alone. The arrangement of the seats was curious. Why did I sit on the wall not facing the front but towards the center facing the majority of the attendees? It was as if they were placed for us to watch others, not the speaker. Wind is the same as spirit. Was it the Holy Spirit that lifted from her seat and thrust her through the closed window? Large glass windows are present once again. This time they were closed, but broken by the woman's body. ??? Why the violence? Will the glass separating the physical and spiritual realms be broken by violence? Why was my seat taken, and why did the other woman seem to just toss out my Bible and treat it with such little care? Could that speak to the insignificance and carelessness with which "my" words about our family's faith are received? Two one hundred dollar bills…?  100- 10x10 Perfection of Divine Order. Two Witnesses - Eliyahu and Moshe; Two Houses of Israel (Ephraim and Judah); Tenakh and the Brit Chadashah, Heavens and Earth …??? Lots of questions here….

Cruise Ship / Prisoners / Kentucky Derby

5/22/15

My daughter, C, dreamt that we were sold tickets on an upscale cruise ship for a sharply discounted price. C was uneasy about the deal, but any concerns we may have had about it being too good to be true were dispelled quickly by this very charismatic, likable man This man who sold us the discounted tickets was also the captain or oversaw the entire ship. All of the other passengers appeared to be quite wealthy, as it seemed they had all just come back from the Kentucky Derby. The women were all wearing large sun hats. Somehow we became aware that "prisoners or slaves" were being kept in the deck below us. She said that I made an announcement to all the other passengers to warn them of the danger below our feet.  There was great concern that they would try to escape and cause harm to everyone else. C also said that I was doing everything I could to ensure my children's safety, such as tucking them in at night. They are all much older (19yrs-15yrs) than one would imagine a mother tucking them in at bedtime.  END


???.. Thoughts…???
The wealthy people on a cruise ship may represent people who are "cruising" through life and have little cares in this world. Being wealthy, they may also represent the Laodicean Church; they are wealthy and have need of nothing. It's interesting C mentioned they appeared to have just come from the Kentucky Derby because the winner was American Pharaoh, possibly pointing to our president. It's interesting that pharaoh was often an archetype of the Antichrist.

C wasn't sure if the people cared about my warning. - In reality, most people are not interested in hearing warnings now of coming troubles. I expect the they are not going to care until great tribulations affects them directly.

At this point, the only thing I perceive is that the prisoners or slaves in the deck below may represent the masses of people who are unknowingly being manipulated or controlled. Some can see how the powers-that-be (the Enemy) are using the media to provoke the masses to civil unrest.  Look at the provocation of the government agencies into the daily lives of law abiding citizens by absurd overreach of power. (Agenda 21; Banking; Education - Common Core; Genetic manipulation of the seed; Forced vaccines; Control and ownership of rainwater;  Chemicals in our air; Sodomite agenda; etc.) Look at horrible abuse of power we witness from some police officers and the militarization of local law enforcement agencies. The prisoners or slaves breaking out could represent concern for riots "breaking out"in our own town and touching our way of life. My attention to my children's safety may point to how I am intentionally careful in real life to gently prepare them for changing times ahead.

I am sure there is more to understand. There is always more. Any more thoughts?

BRACE for a Fall / Whirlwind.

5/5/15

I dreamt that my husband and I were inside a diner. There were booths lined up against the front wall, and we were talking to people trying to warn them of impending danger. They all laughter at us, and said that they would all be raptured away before any trouble came. We tried to warn them that we have go through the Great Tribulation for our own refinement. Next, the scene changed slightly. We were still in a restaurant, but now the entire front wall was glass and the doors were opened. We were looking right into the center of what looked like a whirlwind on its side and flattened. Only it was not made up of dust and debris, but fall colored leaves. It was right outside the door! We tried again to warn the people to take cover, but they still ignored our warnings. My husband and I crouched down near to the ground and held tight onto a concrete counter to brace for the storm.

This is the second time I've had a dream with open glass doors. Recall a friend shared that the presence of glass walls or windows in our dreams are symbolic of looking into the spiritual realm.  Do we have a storm / whirlwind at the door this fall? Below is an interpretation from another friend.

"Now, in most Christian eschatology there is a false teaching of Jews being left to fend off the world as Christians are raptured and get a front row view of the Apocalypse from Heaven- as if looking through a large glass at the world below. Christ said that He has many folds that He will make into one flock, but they do not teach this oneness. I have even heard one famous televangelist (her name was Billy something) teach that Christians will be in the spiritual Kingdom of Jerusalem floating over the physical city that Jews will live in during the millennium. This is utter nonsense. So, yes, they have created their own scriptural foods, not properly chewing or digesting what God has given them. They want a front row seat from Heaven above, and they forsake the Jewish flock, which they suppose will miss their own wedding to Messiah. Nevertheless, this will not stand. The Lord will send back Elijah, and the whirlwind is his sign- that God is with him- and Christians will have to brace for what he reveals. And Moses comes with him. Thus, that which was send down from Heaven, spiritually speaking, will be seen, announcing that the fall is nearly here and the winter approaches, all from the Word of God. You saw swirling leaves because leaves represent the living pages from the Lord’s Word. As seen in Ezekiel 47:12, at 4,000 cubits, the leaves bring healing. But in this case the leaves were not evergreen, meaning that God’s Word announces a fall before the everlasting healing that rapturists await. Concerning our gathering unto Him, there must come a falling away first during the tribulations, as Paul has also revealed (2 Thess. 2:1-11). Yet they eat of the Word like they are dining out, as if the Day of Doom is for their casual entertainment. Only those who can embrace the solid foundation- concrete- will not be severely disturbed by the truths that the Lord sends down. I don’t think that the Lord wants to announce harm to them, just as the whirlwind had no earthly rocks and debris, but only to overcome their winds of doctrines with His spiritual truths. Who would eat in a glass house or café with such a storm approaching from Heaven? They will either get caught-up in what God is gathering by His Spirit and Word, which is at the door, or they will be cast away, but they will not receive a front row view from Heaven, as if they were going to see a Hollywood movie."

Parachutes, Marching Band, Agent Orange

4/15/15

Just bits and pieced to this dream -It's probably nothing.

I was with my family, but I don't specially recall each individual. We looked up and saw an invasion of enemy troops dropping by parachute. Something odd was that I remember being able to see the tops of the chutes from the ground. They were brown and black with a pattern, maybe something like a leopard print, but not quite.

Next, they were closer to the ground but still in the air. Now instead of solders, they were a marching band playing their instruments and marching in the air as they descended.

Then we were in a large open room with a wall of glass and very large, open glass doors. We looked outside and saw the skyline turning orange. There were black letters in the sky warning that there was an "agent orange" attack. We knew it was a poisonous gas.

The dream changed and I had a baby. The baby may have been 6 months old or so. Darrell or someone had it in a pool in the back yard, but there was something in the water like pieces of slime, mildew, or specks of something. It was throughout the water and all over my baby. When the baby's head was lifted out of the water it spit or coughed out a large amount of the blueish green specks. I was horrified.

Agent Orange — or Herbicide Orange (HO) — is one of the herbicides and defoliants used by the U.S. military as part of its herbicidal warfare program, Operation Ranch Hand,^[1] during theVietnam War from 1961 to 1971.^[2] It was a mixture of equal parts of two herbicides, 2,4,5-T and2,4-D.

During the late 1940s and '50s, the US and British collaborated on development of herbicides with potential applications in warfare. Some of those products were brought to market as herbicides. The British were the first to employ herbicides and defoliants to destroy the crops, bushes, and trees of communist insurgents in Malaya during the Malayan Emergency. These operations laid the groundwork for the subsequent use of Agent Orange and other defoliant formulations by the US.^[3]

In mid-1961, President Ngo Dinh Diem of South Vietnam asked the United States to conduct aerial herbicide spraying in his country. In August of that year, the South Vietnamese Air Forceinitiated herbicide operations with American help. But Diem's request launched a policy debate in the White House and the State and Defense Departments.^[1] However, U.S. officials considered using it, pointing out that the British had already used herbicides and defoliants during the Malayan Emergency in the 1950s. In November 1961, President John F. Kennedy authorized the start of Operation Ranch Hand, the codename for the U.S. Air Force's herbicide program in Vietnam.

Agent Orange was manufactured for the U.S. Department of Defense primarily by Monsanto Corporation and Dow Chemical. It was given its name from the color of the orange-striped barrels in which it was shipped, and was by far the most widely used of the so-called "Rainbow Herbicides".^[4] The 2,4,5-T used to produce Agent Orange was contaminated with 2,3,7,8-Tetrachlorodibenzodioxin (TCDD), an extremely toxic dioxin compound. In some areas, TCDD concentrations in soil and water were hundreds of times greater than the levels considered safe by the U.S. Environmental Protection Agency.^[5][6]

In the absence of specific customary or positive international humanitarian law regarding herbicidal warfare, a draft convention, prepared by aWorking Group set up within the Conference of the Committee on Disarmament (CCD), was submitted to the UN General Assembly in 1976. In that same year, the First Committee of the General Assembly decided to send the text of the draft convention to the General Assembly, which adoptedResolution 31/72 on December 10, 1976, with the text of the Convention attached as an annex thereto. The convention, namely the Environmental Modification Convention, was opened for signature and ratification on May 18, 1977, and entered into force in October 5, 1978. The convention prohibits the military or other hostile use of environmental modification techniques having widespread, long-lasting or severe effects. Many states do not regard this as a complete ban on the use of herbicides and defoliants in warfare but it does require case-by-case consideration.^[7][8]

Although in at the Geneva Disarmament Convention of 1978, Article 2(4) Protocol III to the weaponry convention has "The Jungle Exception" which prohibits states from attacking forests out jungles "except if such natural elements are used to cover, conceal or camouflage combatants or military objectives or are military objectives themselves " this voids any protection of any military or civilians from a napalm attack or something like agent Orange and is clear that it was designed to cater to situations like U.S. tactics in Vietnam. This clause has still yet to be revised.